Today is the day in which I will set forth on my many adventures abroad. For this past month that I spent at home, all I could think about was how exciting the moment would be when I would step on that plane to leave for five months. Somehow, that day has sneaked up on me in an ever so flustering way.
Today.... I'm leaving. Leaving.
If I were to be blatantly honest, I would probably admit my deep love for "leaving." I love the dramatic nature of it all. I love how people act as if you are never going to return again; showering you with their wisest words and having a great desire to spend a few parting moments with you.
Somehow, though, this "leaving" is much different than times before. I would leave for school, leave for work, leave for small trips. Leave leave leave. This time, I'm leaving for somewhere so far. A place that is so foreign to me and to a great majority of the people in my life.
Something that has been a constant thought in my head is the idea of "contentment." I desperately wonder, "what will I be when I am in new place in which I am undefined and a blank slate?"
Are we defined by the individuals in our lives, or do we create our own individual meanings? Can I find contentment in my own endeavors and in my own company?
Girl, I am so freaking excited for you. Also, I love the way you articulate things. In fact I think we think a lot alike. This is going to be an amazing adventure for you that you will always treasure. I can't wait to hear about your experiences (while reminiscing about my own)! Will be praying for your time over there, that you would grow closer to Jesus and be a light for Him, despite the odds (it is a place that is not necessarily brimming with Christ followers).. Be sure to check out Hillsong while you're there!
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